We meet again.
I guess I haven't written anything for quite some time.
However, driven by excessive caffeine in my system, I think I should transfer the caffeine excitation to do something beneficial rather than wasting time.
Right, I am actually in the brink of a very important examination called BMAT. I am completely aware of how much more do I need to do for it however after drinking 5 packets of nescafe in 8 hours, I felt excited that it is hard for me to focus on one thing. Note-to-self: excessive caffeine is not good. It does not just keep you awake but disturb your attention span. Seriously, that is what I am feeling now. Anyway, it made me thinking. Do I really want to be a doctor?
I always get caught in this kind of situation where you are doubt of your own decision. Sometimes I really am intrigued to read medical literature. However, that stays true for 55% of my time. The rest goes to either watching anime, programming, studying non A-Level stuff or sleep. The moment when I think I do not feel the desire to pursue medicine is killing me really. Glad that it only happens once in a while. I guess 5 years of medical school later on will show my true path whether I am really suitable for medicine. Just wait for the time to reveal the real you.
Even though I have a clearly defined ambition of being a doctor with so many reasons for it, sometimes I feel restless. Couples up with restless leg syndrome which I think I am suffering now, I want to be a normal me. When I am trying to define a normal me, I am just clueless. For the treatment, I guess I have to go swimming this evening to unwind for a while but the problem is I have already wasted a lot of time doing BMAT-unrelated stuff. Syafiq, you should WAKE UP. BMAT is just around the corner. (ignore it if you are not me. Obviously, all of you readers are not me)
More dawdling. Stop if you bored. You will get more boring after this fullstop.
Before I end up this not-so-productive post, I just want to outline few things that I have gone through before. (Since my sister just text me to update my blog). Maybe I tell more later on when this annoying muscle twitching all over my body has gone.
- I have just gone through an Oxford Mock Interview session with Mr Tony Finch, a mathematicians and Cambridge alumni.
- I have just finished my semester 3 examination.
- I gave a talk to SMS Rembau last Sunday. Everything turns out well especially the fact that I get to drive Gen 2 to Rembau. It is a wonderful experience driving that car.
Dr SyafQ.92 - 4A* - (^-^) 私の文書を読んでくれてありがと。