Sunday, December 9

冬旅行

どうもみなさん。
まだ短い文書。

どこにいきますか?
イタリア:ローマとフロレンーズとミラノとヴぇネシアにいきます。

いつ?
十二月十六日から二十日まで

誰といきますか?
同居人のシュックリさんと同居人のフィットリさんとザッムリさん

なんでいきますか?
飛行機でいきます。

では、またね!
Dr SyafQ.92 - 4A* - (^-^) 私の文書を読んでくれてありがと。

New phase of my life

It has been about half a year that I do not write in my blog. It has been quite rusty I would say. However, おひさしぶり!Finally, I managed to get myself to write something in this blog.やっと、文書を書ける。

Anyway, I don't know if you realise it or not that there is a slight change in the title.

To start off with, just a few update in case you didn't know. I am currently a first year student at King's College London reading pharmacy (note MPharm) and in a week time, the first term of my life as a first year MPharm student is about to end. 意味はまだ冬休みがはじめる!うれしいよ!

So far, I find studying pharmacy very interesting.There is extensive amount of chemistry and biology in it though it emphasises more on the chemistry part. On top of scientific knowledge, there is a significant of clinical experience. One of the most awesome experience I have had so far is the chance to shadow a pre-registration pharmacist at St. Thomas's.

I am now approaching the end of my first term and hence my trial period is about to end. Starting from second term onward, I am going to decide what are the things that I really want to do.

I would like to start with a few observations and experiences during the first term.


  1. Generally, first year MPharm is not-so-hectic course where I have only 3 hour lectures in the morning on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday. On top of that I have another 3 hours of laboratory sessions in the evening on Thursday and Friday. Simply, I have a lot of free time. I have experimented with so many different ways of spending the free evening. Among those are studying in the library, be at home, doing some administration stuff and sometimes just taking a nap. 
  2. In terms of money, I can actually save a lot of money if I reduce the amount of eating outside and do more cooking but I am worry about the nutritional aspects of my food since I need sufficient nutrition not just for healthy living but also to prevent diseases in the future. Also, I spent a significant amount of money in accommodation and household.
  3. After experiencing many different areas that a pharmacist can work in like research in industry or academia, clinical pharmacist in the hospital or a community pharmacist, I felt that I am very interested to work in a hospital. The reason is still a grey area even for me but I do feel some sort of good feeling about working in the hospital. It is challenging as you encounter more complicated cases and that is what intrigues me; the complexity and the amount of work that you have to put in to solve problems. Having done that, I felt more satisfied as I would be able to get out more of myself i.e. I am pushing myself to the limits.
I guess that is just one of my observations that I could think of right now. (I am taking a break from studying chemical kinetics. Can you imagine the level of thinking that I have now? More than words can describe. So let me take a break. Hence, lack of ability to recall some stuffs...Heh...:))

So, I have decided on several things. I want to reach my full potential. In order to do that, I need to push myself to the limits. I need a very strong internal energy to climb a reaction coordinate with very high activation energy so that I can reach my full potential. Just an analogy to describe my vision (heh), let us take a look at the energy profile diagram for the process of converting graphite to diamonds.
Taken from http://www.chem.wisc.edu/~newtrad/CurrRef/BDGTopic/BDGtext/BDGDmnd.html
Right now, I am at the Carbon(graphite) position and I want to be at Carbon(diamond), can you see the amount of energy that I have to put in to drive the reaction forward. Same goes to me. I need a constant source of energy so that I can continuously goes towards my dream. Hence, this blog is one of my sources of energy. Another interesting thing, can you see that with catalyst, I can reach the transition states faster? I consider that as opportunity. This is indeed a reminder for me to always look for opportunity.

OK... enough of that science bit. To sum up everything, I just want to say that I have decided that I want to push myself to the limits and in order to successfully do so, I need a constant source of motivation. From my observations, I really enjoyed working in a hospital environment. Combining everything, I set a target. After graduating with first class (A+++) MPharm, I am going to continue with medicine at Oxford for four years, completing my housemanship in Malaysia for the next two years, proceed to Doctor of Philosophy in certain areas in medicine that I have yet to decide possibly in Japan then continue my training as a medical doctor researcher in Malaysia then finally contributing vast amount of experience that I have yet to acquire to Malaysia as a professor while at the same time continuously improving the standard of Malaysian healthcare and education. That is my vision in this world for now. It may change but that is not the focus. The point is I have something that I am aiming at. However, having such an achievement in this world is not good enough to be granted paradise in the Hereafter. There has to be elements of remembering Allah and practicing Islams completely. That is something that I am working on.

So yeah, I had to stop now. I still had some things to do with regards to chemical kinetics.

じゃ、この文書の目的は夢がつける。(Not sure whether 夢 is the right word for it.)
医者になりたいですからがんばります。よくがんばります。
それから、勉強しましょう。

いつも、よく、ときどき、たまに、あまり........ません、ぜんぜん...........ません==>words to describe frequency

お父さん、父「ちち」、お母さん、母「はは」==> 家族だ。

今日は十二月九日です。明日は十二月十日です。

今午後十時四十八分です。日曜日です。

合格したいですから、がんばろう!

では、またね!

私のロンドン写真:
私と同居人のフィットリさんが地下鉄にいる。

私は「ワガママ」という店にいる。

この居室が大好きです。

私はグリーンウィーチュにいる。

好きな写真。アレクサンドリアパレスにいる。



Dr SyafQ.92 - 4A* - (^-^) 私の文書を読んでくれてありがと。